By Dr. Bill Kraus
Motlow Buzz Contributing
Writer
We always talk in the classroom about
the need to closely relate the concepts and theories of our subjects on the one
hand to the realities and dynamics of the world around us. As faculty, we are
always striving to try to bring this relationship for a clear grasp and
understanding by our students.
Professor Dr. Bill Kraus |
I recently received the following email
from a former student who, today, is going to law school in the evenings and
weekends and working as a full-time nurse at a Middle Tennessee hospital during
day shifts. I think she says it all… bridging the theories of life with the
real-world happenings. I thought she did an excellent job, don't you?
I'm
sitting at the school library preparing for class. Estate Planning. I'm wearing
scrubs because I was up at 4:30 this morning rushing around to get to work,
just like yesterday and the weekend. Only as I sit here staring at pages with
black letters running around on a page, I hear the professor saying,
"Nobody ever plans on dying."
I
suddenly want to go to the bathroom and cry. I want to scream. I want to hit
the wall and have a major breakdown. Why? Because I hear the words of the
professor, but I also hear something else. I hear an alarm overhead at work
when I was just sitting down. I still recall the adrenaline as I jumped and ran
upon hearing the Code Blue on my floor. I can still feel the fleshy breast of
the woman as her chest caved under the chest compressions in hope of bringing
her back to life. I hear the scramble and feel the crash cart hit my back legs
as others arrived to assist. I feel the stretch of my muscles as we tried to
get better access to the woman by moving her to the bed from the bench in the
patients’ room.
The
patient? I forgot about him, but he is in the shower unaware that his wife is
dead! Twenty minutes later the doctor calls it. The man… his life is forever
changed. And me? I'm now at law school removed from the Code Blues, grief-stricken
glances, bated breath as family arrives in shocked silence.
Me?
I've somehow got to get my mind ready for Estate Planning and recall that
nobody ever intends to die. But I can’t help wondering what this little stain
is on the pant leg of my scrubs? Scrubs I have to wear until I get home tonight
and shower!
Gives us some thoughts to ponder, doesn't
it???
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